As a child I played pretend constantly. We lived in a neighborhood without many children so I was left to creating my own realities in the woods and by the river near our home. It turns out that pretend can be a genuinely helpful tool in my adult life as well.

I always seem to be hearing messages encouraging me to ‘be your authentic self’. As I’ve shared, my authentic self is not always the most pleasant person to be around. My authentic self wants to scream at someone who interrupts the first conversation I’ve had with my husband in three days. My authentic self would tell my kids they can put themselves to bed and stop bothering me after 8pm. My authentic self would reply, “There’s no way I’m packing up six people and a dog to drive seven hours on 95 just so you can tell me that we don’t visit enough.” That’s what “authentic” looks like from me—not so pretty.

So my question for myself is, can I just pretend to be okay with stopping work at 2:30 in the afternoon to drive into New Haven on a Friday to pick up our kids and my niece and nephew from camp? What if instead of being a Grumpy Gretchen, I accept the offer and “act as if” I’m excited to be around six dirty, rambunctious, laughing, bickering, tooting, smack-talking cousins for the weekend?

There are studies that prove that just putting a smile on your face whether fake or real, makes you happier. I put it to the test. I picked the little buggers up and smiled and spoke kindly and listened. It worked! (I even got a God wink when one of them said, “I’m really digging the energy in the car right now.”)

Sometimes I can get very caught up in my adult temper tantrum that I’m not doing EXACTLY what I want to do EXACTLY when I want to do it. The fact is, I authentically don’t want to be a wretch and I authentically want to spend time with these fantastic and remarkably challenging little people. Pretending helps me to ease my way into good behavior. My experience is, when I put a smile on my face, fake being in the present moment and at peace, I don’t end up having to pretend for very long.

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