Doubt

May 11, 2018  •  5 Comments

 

As I get older, in general, I doubt myself less and less. Knowing who I am and what I stand for makes decision making and problem-solving clearer for me. But every-so-often I need to sharpen the focus when life gets blurry and that very often means an investment of time and/or money.

Last month something was ‘off’ with my images and instead of thinking it was the cameras, I quickly began doubting myself. After a lot of equipment testing, I determined that two of my camera bodies needed to be serviced. That lesson on the importance of trusting myself came with the painful price tag of 1,500 dollars. Much like the cost of college and summer camps, I knew I’d be better off not focusing on the actual money I had to spend, but instead trying to determine what the experience was there to teach me.

Over the past several weeks my cameras aren’t the only things that have created doubt within me. I know that my doubt is born from my insecurities, fear, and exhaustion. What this experience encouraged me to do was invest time into removing that doubt. How I invest my time and my money reflects what I feel is important in my life. Security, peace, and energy are important to me and I welcome the opportunity to get clearer on how to cultivate more of those things. It’s time for me to write a new mission statement. Stay tuned.

Oh, and Happy Mother’s Day mamas.

If you think someone in your life is experiencing doubt, please forward this post them.
And what about you? Do you feel you doubt yourself less and less as you get older? Please comment below.

 

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Mags
I love the idea of trust building intuition. Thanks for your comments Kelly.
Kelly tonks
I do doubt myself less, I do trust myself more. Trust is the flip side I think, but doubt helps stengthen trust in myself and God. Trusting myself builds my confidence and intuition. You rock!
Mags
Thank you both so much for your insights. They both really have me thinking.
The other doubt I was recalling, which can be filed under 'insecurities', is the doubt that can arise in my relationship with professionals. When someone has a degree in something (i.e. a doctor), I can weigh their opinion sometimes more than my own intuition. Another thing for me to be conscious of.
But again, thanks so much Dan and Rachel. I really appreciate you taking the time to comment.
Dan Shay(non-registered)
First off, what a great picture!
And yes, I’d agree, the older I get, I do doubt myself with less frequency, but I feel the things where doubt does creep in are of greater significance. So, the doubts about my clothes, my hair and other such superficial things that were common in my younger years have all but disappeared and my “decision making and problem-solving are in fact clearer and easier”. But, with this new clarity concerning “small” things has come the realization that today’s decisions and actions carry true importance; so while not as frequent, my considerations about parenting, my marriage and my friends/family still sometimes are accompanied with doubt. Makes me yearn a bit for those days when a nasty cowlick was my biggest worry.
rachel joffe(non-registered)
As I get older I seem to doubt more because I am open to more clarity now. With change comes doubt. The difference with age for me is now it is my platform to prove myself wrong instead of paralyzing myself by thoughts and doubt. This was a great thought provoking blog. Thanks!!
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